LJ Secret time anyone?
Oct. 15th, 2008 12:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
solidfoamsoulMy brother just left for his CT Scan because of a "pressure" on his throat that's been developing over a few months. I'm not calling it a "lump" because he isn't, but I'm totally afraid that's what it might be.
Also, he's angry about mom and dad not taking it seriously at all. Mom thinks he's gotten her mother hypochondriac gene. If he did, I wouldn't be surprised. Especially when your little sister was sick all the time when you were kids, when she goes to the hospital with your mother twice over two years for a week and the doctors come up empty each time. Especially when a doctor asks you if you're sexually abusing your little sister when you're ten.
Did I mention the wide history of cancerous deaths in my family? Yeah, like everyone.
Maybe it isn't really me that I've always had this feeling would die young...
Also, he's angry about mom and dad not taking it seriously at all. Mom thinks he's gotten her mother hypochondriac gene. If he did, I wouldn't be surprised. Especially when your little sister was sick all the time when you were kids, when she goes to the hospital with your mother twice over two years for a week and the doctors come up empty each time. Especially when a doctor asks you if you're sexually abusing your little sister when you're ten.
Did I mention the wide history of cancerous deaths in my family? Yeah, like everyone.
Maybe it isn't really me that I've always had this feeling would die young...
