solidfoamsoul

I nearly posted some cynical very thinly veiled complaining that I know would have exploded in my face.

I DO NOT WANT TO BE THAT PERSON.

I would just confront this THING that's going on, but I don't know how to do it without coming off as a selfish, demanding jerk.

I DO NOT WANT TO BE THAT PERSON.

Angry Cynical Jealous Me thinks that this other person doesn't really give a flyin' shit about how crazy this is making me. Logical Reasonable Me knows that this other person has no idea how I feel, because I'm too chicken shit to say anything in fear of pushing them away even further b/c I feel like I'm a nagging expectant bitch. Logical reasonable me knows that this is stressing me out more than it should and is only giving fuel to Pathetic Get A Life You're Fucking Nuts Me.

I DO NOT WANT TO BE THAT PERSON.

Logical Reasonable Me knows it's not personal. Pathetic Get A Life You're Fucking Nuts Me thinks... they must hate me and I don't even know what I did.