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solidfoamsoulPeeing every 5 minutes. WTF. No
wonder Terre thinks I'm sick. Plus 3 glasses of wine. And however of water. In my bedroom @ the time share. Downstairs they're talking about childmolestation. This day. Omg. Aunt Terre brought me peppermint tea. Yum. But damn they are loud. I'm (supposedly) sleeping!
During dinner aunt Terre causally mentioned that mom had (something like) epilepsy as a kid. This is brand new information. I have seen an epileptic fit. It's frightening shit.
I excuse myself n cry in the bathroom. Then I walk back to the time share n cry some more. Go to bed. They come home n I go to the bathroom
Aunt Terre thinks I'm ill
She informs Joey her bf that I've been easily upset stomach wise since I was little. @ some point whatever doctor I had at the time thought I was being sexually abused. Not true. Not to mention no proof. No psychiatric evaluation done on me as far as I know back then. I knew they suspected my older brother (who was ten @ the time) & my dad tho he's paraplegic. New info: they didn't allow my grandfather, mom's stepdad who raised her, around while I was in hospital. Never occurred to me. Being 5 at the time I wouldn't remember I guess. Not upsetting really. But totally tired of the topic of convo that started b/c of me...
Anyway b4 all that not long after they (Terre, Joey, my grandparents ) get back I call mom, crying still, n talk to her. She fainted twice. It probably wasn't even epilepsy but late 1960s... so...
Plus my younger cousin's new high risk job plus him being cross country plus I think my period coming up...
Isn't drinking fun? :/
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wonder Terre thinks I'm sick. Plus 3 glasses of wine. And however of water. In my bedroom @ the time share. Downstairs they're talking about childmolestation. This day. Omg. Aunt Terre brought me peppermint tea. Yum. But damn they are loud. I'm (supposedly) sleeping!
During dinner aunt Terre causally mentioned that mom had (something like) epilepsy as a kid. This is brand new information. I have seen an epileptic fit. It's frightening shit.
I excuse myself n cry in the bathroom. Then I walk back to the time share n cry some more. Go to bed. They come home n I go to the bathroom
Aunt Terre thinks I'm ill
She informs Joey her bf that I've been easily upset stomach wise since I was little. @ some point whatever doctor I had at the time thought I was being sexually abused. Not true. Not to mention no proof. No psychiatric evaluation done on me as far as I know back then. I knew they suspected my older brother (who was ten @ the time) & my dad tho he's paraplegic. New info: they didn't allow my grandfather, mom's stepdad who raised her, around while I was in hospital. Never occurred to me. Being 5 at the time I wouldn't remember I guess. Not upsetting really. But totally tired of the topic of convo that started b/c of me...
Anyway b4 all that not long after they (Terre, Joey, my grandparents ) get back I call mom, crying still, n talk to her. She fainted twice. It probably wasn't even epilepsy but late 1960s... so...
Plus my younger cousin's new high risk job plus him being cross country plus I think my period coming up...
Isn't drinking fun? :/
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