GODDAMMIT, CHUCK!
Nov. 16th, 2006 06:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
solidfoamsoulI've just been taking to saying that whenever something is wrong. Or just mildly upsetting. Or not even. It's just funny! Especially if I get my voice to squeak like Geoffrey, which doesn't usually happen. But last night Ali and I were talking about a guy we knew and my voice did a Shaggy-squeak and I just started talking like him for a while. "Like, wow, Scoob he's a homo!" It was way funny.
But yeah, bad news. My brain started working again and like, looked at numbers and crap and made me realize that there is no way I could move with Ali like we've been planning/looking/talking about the past few weeks. I think because I got my paychecks from my regular hours from work and they're 150 for two weeks of work, probably smacked my head into gear.
And we were going to sign the lease today which TOTALLY made me feel like an dick (which I absolutely should) when I called and told her the news this morning. I couldn't hardly sleep because I kept thinking about it so much and... ugh.
I don't wanna live at home!
But I don't wanna live five minutes away from home either, even though it is a really neat-o apt and it's a really good deal in general, but I just don't have the money for it.
And even though I've applied for other jobs, there's no garentee I'll get those, or that they'll give me any better hours, but I know for a fact I would be making better money. Even so, those are jobs I don't have yet.
And then there's school. I still gotta figure out what classes I wanna take this coming spring semester and that's like 120 bucks a class, plus books.
Life sucks.
EDIT: Azzie, I need photos of you to make your birthday present. Candid photos, or you dancing with someone would be best.
Current mood:
But yeah, bad news. My brain started working again and like, looked at numbers and crap and made me realize that there is no way I could move with Ali like we've been planning/looking/talking about the past few weeks. I think because I got my paychecks from my regular hours from work and they're 150 for two weeks of work, probably smacked my head into gear.
And we were going to sign the lease today which TOTALLY made me feel like an dick (which I absolutely should) when I called and told her the news this morning. I couldn't hardly sleep because I kept thinking about it so much and... ugh.
I don't wanna live at home!
But I don't wanna live five minutes away from home either, even though it is a really neat-o apt and it's a really good deal in general, but I just don't have the money for it.
And even though I've applied for other jobs, there's no garentee I'll get those, or that they'll give me any better hours, but I know for a fact I would be making better money. Even so, those are jobs I don't have yet.
And then there's school. I still gotta figure out what classes I wanna take this coming spring semester and that's like 120 bucks a class, plus books.
Life sucks.
EDIT: Azzie, I need photos of you to make your birthday present. Candid photos, or you dancing with someone would be best.
Current mood:
