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Nov. 22nd, 2009 06:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
solidfoamsoulThank you to those of you who said: "Hey, I care."
And Fuck You to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
illusionedwords who basically said: "Stop fucking whining." (There were deleted messaged on their part, etc. Which I have posted in its entirety
WTF someone just got their ass unfriended:
So My depressed as hell entry the other day:
I don't feel anything. I don't feel the motivation for anything.
I just don't care anymore. Because no one else does.
illusionedwords said:
If you don't care,no-one else will. Hope you feel better soon.
I said:
So all this being completely ignored is my fault! I get it now. Thanks for the help.
She said:
Um,usually it is,psychologically. Sorry I don't feel much apathy,because I can bet you a lot more shit is going on in my life,but I'm not complaining about it man. Life goes on. Like I said,I hope you feel better.
Then she deleted it.
So I went to her journal:
Smart idea trying to make an already depressed person feel worse about themselves. Honestly, I couldn't give a shit about how my life, which you know nothing about, is so obviously better than yours that I can't express my feelings in my own fucking journal.
Should anyone else make a post like mine, a better choice for you is to keep you fucking mouth shut.
To which she said:
Dude,Shut the fuck up. You've annoyed the shit out of me for a long time,I'm surprised I haven't deleted you sooner. Go and be depressed dude,fuck if I care. Everyone's depressed. I said I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER. What the fuck? Doesn't that mean feel better? Or was I speaking in a foreign fucking language? I wasn't trying to knock you or anything,but if you don't care about yourself,why would other people care? I feel the same way about myself & about everyone,not just about you. You always act holier than thou,it's fucking ridiculous. Get over it man. And stop shit-talking me in my own journal. Thanks for trying,though.And you know jack shit about my life either,so good job acting like you do. You're golden.
And of course I can't reply to her because she friends lock her "Friends Only" post. Or deleted it. Lawlz. Fuck that bitch. Also, "holier than thou"? Where the fuck did that come from? When was the last bloody time I talked to her?
But also, thank you, toillusionedwords because now I'm too angry to be depressed. However I expect 100% cloud cover tomorrow.
Yeah, I am feeling depressed. Yeah, I think my life is shit right now. I'm not comparing myself to anyone. It's not because OMG my car's in the shop STILL I can't go drinking with my friends I want to kill myself! kind of depression. It's not petty. And if I don't want to go into it I don't. BECAUSE ITS MY FUCKING JOURNAL. If I want to bitch on MY JOURNAL, I will. If you don't want to read it, THEN DON'T.
Just ignore it.
Oh, there's square one, again. A vicious cycle this is, eh wot?
And Fuck You to
illusionedwords who basically said: "Stop fucking whining." (There were deleted messaged on their part, etc. Which I have posted in its entirety WTF someone just got their ass unfriended:
So My depressed as hell entry the other day:
I don't feel anything. I don't feel the motivation for anything.
I just don't care anymore. Because no one else does.
illusionedwords said:If you don't care,no-one else will. Hope you feel better soon.
I said:
So all this being completely ignored is my fault! I get it now. Thanks for the help.
She said:
Um,usually it is,psychologically. Sorry I don't feel much apathy,because I can bet you a lot more shit is going on in my life,but I'm not complaining about it man. Life goes on. Like I said,I hope you feel better.
Then she deleted it.
So I went to her journal:
Smart idea trying to make an already depressed person feel worse about themselves. Honestly, I couldn't give a shit about how my life, which you know nothing about, is so obviously better than yours that I can't express my feelings in my own fucking journal.
Should anyone else make a post like mine, a better choice for you is to keep you fucking mouth shut.
To which she said:
Dude,Shut the fuck up. You've annoyed the shit out of me for a long time,I'm surprised I haven't deleted you sooner. Go and be depressed dude,fuck if I care. Everyone's depressed. I said I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER. What the fuck? Doesn't that mean feel better? Or was I speaking in a foreign fucking language? I wasn't trying to knock you or anything,but if you don't care about yourself,why would other people care? I feel the same way about myself & about everyone,not just about you. You always act holier than thou,it's fucking ridiculous. Get over it man. And stop shit-talking me in my own journal. Thanks for trying,though.And you know jack shit about my life either,so good job acting like you do. You're golden.
And of course I can't reply to her because she friends lock her "Friends Only" post. Or deleted it. Lawlz. Fuck that bitch. Also, "holier than thou"? Where the fuck did that come from? When was the last bloody time I talked to her?
But also, thank you, to
illusionedwords because now I'm too angry to be depressed. However I expect 100% cloud cover tomorrow.Yeah, I am feeling depressed. Yeah, I think my life is shit right now. I'm not comparing myself to anyone. It's not because OMG my car's in the shop STILL I can't go drinking with my friends I want to kill myself! kind of depression. It's not petty. And if I don't want to go into it I don't. BECAUSE ITS MY FUCKING JOURNAL. If I want to bitch on MY JOURNAL, I will. If you don't want to read it, THEN DON'T.
Just ignore it.
Oh, there's square one, again. A vicious cycle this is, eh wot?
